... unimaginable. i have had to undergo some of my life's toughest lessons... i ... must be what it feels like to heal,
i’ve been taught the date goes here. but this reflects a number of days, times, revelations and reflections. let’s just call it… full moon in cancer 2017
essence– it is january of 2017 and this year would mark 13 years of connection yet it feels as though we are so disconnected. and, in reality, we are... we barely speak anymore and if we do, it is brief. cordial. almost as though we don’t really know each other. which perhaps we don’t. or do we? it’s pretty complicated, or rather complex as i like to call it. but i appreciate it, all of it. and as difficult as it is to experience, i have nothing but infinite gratitude because through this relationship… i have learned so much about myself, seen myself in many forms, been forced to confront fears, tears and discomfort in ways unimaginable. i have had to undergo some of my life’s toughest lessons… i have been confused, inspired, challenged, frustrated and refined throughout the course. this must be what it feels like to heal, in motion. most importantly… i have received revelations around some of the most unattractive, misaligned, trauma-centered, contradictory aspects of myself. and have had to admit them, face them and essentially be committed to bettering them for the sake of bettering myself… you are a reflection of me in many ways, and I refuse to believe that our ancestors linked our paths in the ways they have been linked for no reason at all… learning to trust in divine timing. all things are in divine timing. ... though there are some things that i am uncertain of, i am sure of this: the spirit medicine we have shared is way too strong to not fully manifest into all of its greatness... we are here to breathe life. to heal. to nurture. to create. i trust the process because i know that without it, there is no product. i embrace each phase because i know that sometimes i don't know what i don't know yet. and the more i learn, i realize that learning to trust in divine timing is an ongoing lesson that comes from having no other option but to honor and appreciate all things divine... especially, siSTARhood. we are infinite.
love. INNERstanding. divinty. trust. courage.
